It's the time of the month / year again, and no it's not about menses.
Got some time to spare before going out to Chinatown later, hence decided to type this in the MO room. Don't feel like having coffee alone here, worse still it'ld be bad if I meet a friend or a boss: I just don't feel like meeting anyone or talking to anyone now.
Damn suay lately. Down on my luck. Amazing how one seemingly minor incident can lead to a big hoo-haa and threaten to unstabilize the foundation of something that has already taken roots years ago.
And it doesn't help when I keep getting called to cover this fella that fella, and worse still those who know about it don't come and help out. Don't get me started on this topic. Workload is nuts. I feel so fake daily I can't exactly describe it in words.
Exactly a month ago from today, I was in Korea. If I can turn back time, I would go back to Korea and chill again. I need another break / hiatus / holiday. Time to shut myself from this world, temporarily, or permanently maybe. There's nothing to look forward to anyway.
And no need to suggest retail therapy, it won't help. It'll just make me feel dumber for spending a bomb on something I don't really need.